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You know when your lover says something to you that is just perfect?

This morning S and I were making love and he said, "you always look beautiful, but you look especially beautiful when my cock is in you". Okay, typing that out, I'm laughing, but it was such a perfect statement at that moment (anything that starts out "you always look beautiful" is a winning phrase) .

I can still feel his breath against my skin as he spoke those words, and I can see his eyes...

I wanted to tell him so many times "I love you", but I held back for some reason. I think in part because I wanted that to come out in other ways, to show him without using the words.

I am finally comfortable with him, after all of this time. Unafraid, secure in 'us'.