The quieter you become, the more you can hear

The sex slump has been survived!
The I-can't-wait-one-more-second vibe has returned!

S and I have had some really hot sex lately, most of it being the really creative [read, can't do penis in vagina so we let our imaginations run wild] kind. He has rediscovered his love of ass and reminded me that I like it when he plays with mine. We have both rekindled our romance with spanking. I got spanked at least twice this morning, in at least two different locales.

Of course I have been thinking of writing but just not doing it.
This morning (second spanking) I was thinking that pictures were in order. I haven't felt like taking pictures for a long time, but after he said "your butt is so red" (first spanking) it was on my mind...

So sex wise things are v v good, and relationship wise things are v v good. Been doing a lot of work on myself, and feeling more willing to take chances and let S know what is *really* going on in my head. And lo and behold, he's still around! Go figure. Realizing more and more that it is very hard for me to trust people. Slowly but surely I open myself to him. It's great to feel it happen and see how it changes us. So far it's been for the better.

My post title alludes to how I've been feeling lately. S and I have talked more seriously in the last month than we have in the past 22. Okay, it's mostly me talking and asking questions, but that's how things go with us. I *need* to hear things said outloud, even if I know the answer. Today we were lying together and I was asking him questions. I asked him if I was pretty, and his eyes BUGGED OUT for a second, as if he just couldn't believe I'd ask him that. Yes, he said, you are pretty. Of course you are! How do I explain how hearing it really makes a difference? It does. In order to hear any good stuff I had to quiet the negative voices in my head.

Mmm, now I'm remembering being on top of him, his cock in me and his hands cupping my breasts and fingers wrapping around my nipples, sending thrills through me. I had my tiny 'twinkle' vibe against my clit and when I came I could feel his eyes on me, drinking me in. A minute or two later he came inside me and I watched his face, loving him so much...